My dear Lord, I am not afraid of the my rebirth for my innumerable reactions that accrue for my past and present actions but just that if you assure me to always help me remember You by keeping me in Your devotees' association and sing Your glories with millions of mouths like Ananta  deva, I can goto any part of the Universe without fear.  I am not undermining Your potency to rip off my sins but still seeking Your mercy always.

There is nothing more I need than that. You are already taking care of my necessities like my beloved father. I am confident that all the obstacles in the path of my devotional life will eventually move away as I become sincere and be absorbed in Your thoughts and glories. I love you my Lord :) 

You are the only object of love and I have been foolishly reposing my love with those that doesn't deserve it. I hope I won't make the same mistake again and again. 

My part of controlling the mind and senses is my responsibility and Your part is to always keep me at Your lotus feet. Your illusory energy is covering You from me and i have no strength on my own to uncover them or even to understand where I am.

For the devotees who are aspiring to attain love for Krishna, He is very careful about what He gives to them. For this reason we find in the Bhagavatham that the material desires of devotees are sometimes fulfilled in the dreams only and not in reality. The Lord is awaiting to receive His devotees quickly without any delay. He doesn't care for any processes like leaving the body at darkness or light to leave the material world as in the case of yogis. He Himself comes on His carrier Garuda and picks His devotee without any delay.

Svarupa Damodara And Devotees Chant The Name Of Krishna Into Chaitanya Mahaprabhu's Ear